Showing posts with label Theory | Théorie. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Theory | Théorie. Show all posts

Monday, June 23, 2014

Diversity bullshit (please read before complaining about the title)

This will be a really different piece from what you can usually read on my blog, so if you're not interested in this topic, please just ignore it.
Picture not really related:


Recently a lot of press has been going around about gender inequality, in life and in hiring. Google and yahoo both released "diversity reports" showing that they hire a lot more man than women, and a lot more white or Asian than any other ethnicity.

And nothing is wrong with the world.

Feminist will make you believe that a 50% ratio is a must, but that's bullshit. A company, should aim to recruit the best people they can, the fact that they are literally forced to recruit women over man because of that 50% belief is completely unfair to hard working people.

I'll give a couple examples to indicate how this works in real life, but I'll start with a "imaginary perfectly balanced world" example.
In this world, there'S as many girls as man interested in the tech sector, and they all are as skilled as each others
So when a company announce that it wants to hire 100 new employe, 300 person apply. Of these 300 persons, 25 man are extremely skilled, 25 women are extremely skilled, 50 man are skilled, 50 women are skilled, and the rest sucks.
This perfect world company (not so perfect since 150 person sucked) will then hire 50 extremely skilled person, and 50 skilled person, choosing the top 25 in both gender.
Thats how equality, and actually normal hiring process would work (if everyone's skill was perfectly equal, and could really be splitted that easily)

Now in a normal world, there's a lot of different variables, first instead of 3 levels of skills, we'll use 10, (10 being the best), and the male/female ration applying will often be REALLY different, here's an example in the normal world:
hiring 100 of 300:
skill lvl 10: 10m, 5f
skill lvl 9:   25m, 10f
skill lvl 8:   30m, 10f
skill lvl 7:   40m, 15f
skill lvl 6:   10m, 2f
skill lvl 5:  50m, 8f
skill level <5: 70m, 15f
Note that in a real situation, the female/male ratio could even be lower, my example has a ratio of ~22% but my Computer science classes had about 10% of female student.

With the Equality goal, this company would have to hire: 15 lvl 10, 35 lvl 9, 25 lvl 8, 15 lvl 7, 2 lvl 6 and 8 lvl 5.
But what a company should really do, to get the most skilled employe should be to get: 15 lvl 10, 35 lvl 9, 40 lvl 8 and 10 lvl 7.

In this "we must absolutely meet equality" world, a bunch of mans that are more skilled than women would not get a job, and a bunch of unskilled women would get one, and this is bullshit.

In real life though, there's more than 10 level of skills, and the difference between people can be greater, Highly skilled women exist in IT, I've just never met one (I've talked to some on the internet, but never talked to one in a company or at school).

People should be hired on Talent (and attitude) alone, and not on their gender or race
That is the true equality. Fuck these percentages.

In the end this post didn't have any comment about racial diversity, but in Canada (Quebec), in IT I didn't notice any bias.... but the number were really low, because there's really not that many minority groups in Quebec city. Montreal must be a whole different story though, but I never worked there, so I can't really comment on it. In Japan, I could have been a victim of racial bias, but I was lucky enough to not have to try to get in a normal company, and got hired in a company that actually loves foreigner, so once again, I can't comment on this.

I'm all about equality, but those who call themselves feminist always seem to forget that equality doesn't mean equal number, it means equal chances.

Friday, December 2, 2011

What is Love?

It's been a very long time since my last post about Love, it's meaning, it's purpose, it's effect.

I guess that the events of the last week are forcing me to think about it a lot.
My mother got remarried, even if I don't aprove of it, she seemed really happy, so it's ok.
And I fell in Love again.
But if you read my previous post, you may wonder what does that mean coming from me.

I haven't written here for a while, and during this time I've gained experience, and wisdom.
First I am not being held back by the past anymore, I am finally able to look at it and not give a fuck. So maybe that's why I am able to remember what that feeling is...

But even if I know I'm in love, it doesn't mean I can understand what love is.
But I think... it's not important to understand it... if you feel really good when with you're with someone, when you feel you can open yourself to that person, when you can spend a whole evening just staying in his/her arms, if you're relieved when you're together... If it's any good, why should you even try to seek past that point, asking yourself if it's love or not is probably just gonna screw you out of a chance to have some fun in your life, and to be happy, even if it doesn't last forever.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Love brings way more pain than it can ever bring happiness

For MOST relationship there is always 3 periods, some only have two, but most have 3, here they are:
  1. The flirting/dating/pre-relation stuff
  2. The Relation
  3. Post relation either due to breaking or death.
 In some case there is not step 1 because couple are just formed on the go, but usually these dont last that long, however there are some examples of couple formed without the step-1, or with a very short step 1 that lasted for a long time.

Most of the time the step 1 is lived only by 1 of the 2 person involved in the relationship and end up being being painful for both if the step 2 is never reached. Of all the relations that were ever started, a vast majority never reach step 2 and this cause a lot of pain to be felt by both involved parties. The one who is in love, will feel pain for not being loved back, and this pain will be as big as his love was. The more love there was the more pain there is, but this is exponential to a point because some of the people who will never reach step 2 with their loved one will keep staying there, forever, hoping that one day she/he will look back at her/him with the same love. All this time, pain was felt, for both side, because seeing someone that loves you so much, but that you just don't like, is painful in a way too. It's not easy to know that you are going to crush someone's heart.

If/Once step 2 is reached, there is happiness, a lot of it, especially in the first days, and if the couple was really meant to be it will last... for a while. But nothing is forever, while there is a very little microscopic small chance that the two lovers will die at the same moment, this chance is so low that we can safely consider it inexistent. So one day, this happiness will be broken, either by love becoming non-existent from one side, or by the death of one of them.

Step 3: after the relationship
when a couple is breaking, there is always more pain felt from one side than the other. There is always someone who will still be in love, someone who still believe it was for life and that they should not break. Pain will be felt, and it can take up to forever to completely heal from this. Some people will spend their life mourning their first love, while it does not make them unable to love again, this feeling will always stay. And even on the side of the one who is breaking the couple, it's not easy there, and hurt too.

I have personally felt what kind of pain is related to having your love die, but My father died, and it hurts, I can only begin to imagine how much it must hurt, when the person you love the most in the world die, and how long it hurt.

So While happiness is brought by love, it will never be enough to surpass all the pain it cause in the world.

Of course this text do not apply to DOUCHEBAGS, since they can date/fuck/ho out with tons of people, without caring. Well fuck you I don't want of your false love, it's more empty than my pain anyway.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Love... in my head

I'm falling in love with everything cute that I see, but at the same time I think the reason is... I'll never be able to love again, but I need to love, so I think I'm falling in love again and again, and that love fades away so fast anyway...

To love is to trust. I've lost my trust in humans long time ago, none of us can be trusted, so I can't love anyone.

Song & lyrics to back what I'm saying



Komm, süsser Tod (Come, Sweet Death)
Vocals: ARIANNE
Music: Hideaki Anno


I know, I know I've let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could
live for no one else
But now through all the hurt & pain

It's time for me to respect
the ones you love
mean more than anything

So with sadness in my heart
(I) feel the best thing I could do
is end it all
and leave forever

what's done is done it feels so bad
what once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
my world is ending

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's killin' me inside

It all returns to nothing, it all comes
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down

In my heart of hearts
I know that I called never love again
I've lost everything
everything
everything that matters to me, matters
in this world

I wish that I could turn back time
cos now the guilt is all mine
can't live without
the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
you can't forget love & pride
because of that, it's kill'in me inside

It all returns to nothing, it just keeps
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down
It all returns to nothing, it just keeps
tumbling down, tumbling down,
tumbling down
It all returns to nothing, I just keep
letting me down, letting me down,
letting me down

Monday, March 16, 2009

Le sens de l'humour et pourquoi c'est important dans ce monde.

Un bon sens de l'humour, j'en ai 1. Malheureusement ya du monde qui n'ent n'ont pas. Et sa peut vraiment causer des problèmes.
Quand qqn vous déteste juste parce que vous faites une joke a caractere sexuelle, cette personne a un grave problème, car qui n'en fait pas? nommez moi 1 seule personne qui ne fait jamais de joke a caractère sexuelle? Qui ne pense jamais croche?

Si 1 joke est drôle, alors pkoi pas pousser plus loin?
Sincèrement, notre numéro pour 2 girl 1 cup étais geniale.
Le monde qui sont pas capable d'en rire me font pitié. C'étais évident que c'étais fait pour rire. Le chanteur est un humoriste, et nous sommes des clowns.

Ceux qui me font encore plus pitié sont ceux que je sait qu'ils ont apprécier, ils on trouver sa drole... mais pour pas 'offusquer leur blonde parce que l'amie de sa blonde s'offusque de rien" fait semblant d'avoir trouver sa offusquant? I lol @ you!

Je vais poster le vidéo des qu'on l'aura, vous allez voir comment c'étais beau :)

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Triste monde

Sincèrement des fois je me demande jusqu'à quel point le monde peuvent etre caves?
Est-ce que Einstein avais raison quand il a dit que "Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the the universe."

Je crois que oui malheureusement ><

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Lies

Les mensonges, un mal nécessaire?

Ma résolution en 2008 étais d'areter de mentir. bien sur j'ai pas réussit, c'est pratiquement impossible, mais j'ai quand même diminuer ÉNORMÉMENT mes mensonges. J'ai dit ce que je pensait, et je jme suis rendu compte que dire la vérité dans un monde rempli de mensonges, c'est pas une bonne idée.
Le monde aime pas la vérité. Ils disent qu'il veulent la savoir mais quand tu la dit, le monde sont jamais content.
La vérité est pas belle car les mensonges nous ont habituer a un monde maquiller.

Personnellement je crois encore qu'on ne devrais plus mentir... mais... Tout ce que je fait c'est me tirer dans le pied.
Ma manie de vouloir dire ce que je pense et de ne plus mentir, ma mener a plusieurs échecs cette année.

Dire qu'avant j'étais tout le contraire. Maitre de la persuasion et de la collecte d'information, je pouvais manipuler le monde comme des puppets. Maintenant j'ai de la misère a comprendre ski se passe a 2 pas de moi.
Faut être vraiment imbécile pour s'attendre a ske le monde te disent la vérité.
On vie dans un monde hypocrite et menteur, le seul moyen d'y survivre est d'entrer dans le jeux. j'ai dit hier mon premier vrai mensonge conscient et délibéré depuis 1 ans.

je serais p-e capable de retrouvé mon ancienne gloire.

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J'aimerais pouvoir dire sa et y croire, malheureusement ... ma morale m'en empeche, elors je serais surement un loser qui dit ski pense pendant un bout, mais jva juste plus le dire qu'avant... tk on verra... commentaires la dessu plz

Friday, December 26, 2008

Yo a mes 0 lecteurs!

Bon je suis back et je vais recommencer a écrire du stuff random ici sur ski m'arrive dans ma vie.
Je pense que cette foi je devrais blogguer pendant plus que 3 jours XD.

Sujet du jour: les religions.
Sincèrement... Il existe tellement de religions que c'est pratiquement impossible de les énumérer ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_religions , certaines possèdent tellement de dérivé qu'ils ont leur propre article de lite de dérivée).
Regardé celle liste.
Bien que la plupart des religions dans cette liste partagent toutes les même valeurs, certaine des croyance ajouté sont tellement pathétique que sa fait peur que le monde croient vraiment a sa...
Vous y verrez aussi peut-être l'église du monstre de spaghetti volant. Cette église n'est qu'une église créer pour montrer a quelle point on peut faire dire nimportequoi a une religion. Ces principes sont idiots mais quand on y regarde de près, elle est bien plus probable que la plupart des autres dans cette liste.

Je ne suis pas complètement Athée car un athée ne croie en absolument rien, mais j'ai mes propres croyances et je ne me classifie dans aucune de ces religions.
Je ne crois pas en ce que je n'ai pas vu, mais je ne nie pas l'existence de ce qui na pas été encore prouvé impossible...

Y a t'il un dieu? possible, des dieux? possible, la vie apres la mort? j'espère.... Est-ce que l'humain descend d'un gars appelé Adam créer par dieu lui même déposé dans un jardin paradisiaque? no fucking way. Ece que je peut lancer des boules de feux avec mes main? No fucking way, mais j'aimerais sa XD.

Sincèrement faudrait vraiment que le monde pense un peu...

Au moin la plupart de ces religions reste tranquille. Ils croient a des niaiserie mais ils font pas trop chier le monde avec sa...
mais d'autres sont moins silencieuses.... *cough* $cientologie *cough*

Ce qui m'impressionne le plus dans toutes ces religions c'est que lorsque le monstre de spagetti volant a créer le monde il y a 2 semaine il a aussi créer toute ces autres religions... méchante job de droguer!

... Joyeux noel!

Sunday, February 3, 2008

Theorem de l'amour partie 1

L'amour, il n'y a rien de plus puissant au monde.
L'amour est comme l'anneau Unique, un sentiment puissant qui controle et unis tout les autre ssentiments. L'amour peut nous faire sentiru heureu, triste, faché, elle est maitresse de la haine et du bonheur.

Mais qu'ece donc que l'amour au final.
Ece que ce n'est que la peur de la solitude?
Pourquoi ece que l'amour s'effrite si facilement , malgré tant de puissance, et que l'orsqu'elle meurt c'est a ce moment qu'elle revien le plus fort?

Si l'amour n'est que la peur d'etre seul, il serais normal qu'elle s'éffrite a la longue d'etre avec quelqu'un, et qu'elle revienne losrque le danger de perdre cette personne s'agrandit, puisque le risque de se retrouver seul augmente.

Mais si l'amour n'est que la peur d'être seul, pourquoi ece que apres une rupture, sommes nous si sur que nous ne voulont personne dautre, et pourquoi refusont nous de voir ceux qui nous aimes autour?

Alors ce ne serais pas la peur d'être seul...

j'aime mais je ne suis pas aimer. Enfin je crois... L'amour rend aveugle! ece que la peur en fait autant?