2011

This is probably my last post of the year.
I've complained a lot this year, like any years, but overall, this has probably been the happiest year of my life.
I've got a job that pays well, is fun, has lots of challenge, and I work with people I like (of course there's people I don't like too but that's just normal).
I've been single most of the year but I learned to live with it, and be happy with myself, and I remembered one of the most important thing I had forgotten about.
I AM AWESOME
I must thanks my bros, Jo and Luk, for helping me remember that.
Thanks to that, I was able to end this year, as the happiest man.
I am now madly in love, and I get that love returned back to me, with the cutest, most beautiful, most gentle and most wonderful girl.
I'm literally floating in a cloud right now.

2011 has been awesome, but I want 2012 to be even more!
It's gonna start good at least! Starting the year with her in my arms.
Come on 2012! I'm ready!

One of the greatest moment in video games history.

Yesterday I stumbled upon this video of the Opera chapter in Final Fantasy VI (Final Fantasy III for US people).
First let me say, I've always loved this song even when it ran on the 16bit system. I just love it more when it's played by a real orchestra, and real opera singers.



This game moment, was so incredible when I was young. Final Fantasy VI as a whole is still a game I consider to be one of the best of all time, and without any doubt, the best Final Fantasy, and by far!
This specific moment represents perfectly the spirit of the game, and why it is so awesome.
For those who didn't play the game (wtf are you waiting for?). I will not go into the details but, the main actress of the play is missing, and Celes is playing Maria in the play. You have to learn the lyrics before going on stage, and play Maria's part perfectly. While this little drama unfold on scene, all hell is breaking loose back stage with one of the best nemesis-type boss ever trying to ruin the party... and the finishing point of this all is just so awesome.
While this scene is played, you can truly understand how great the character development of this game is. The story between Celes and Locke... is... so...
I don't have the words... to describe it. It's just so beautiful...
This game is a must play, for everyone.

Kinda forgot about that feeling...

Every time my friends who are/were in couple talked about "omg I haven't seen her for like 3 days, I miss her bla bla bla" I was like "GOD I'VE BEEN ALONE FOR SO LONG STFU ALREADY WITH YOUR OMG 3 DAYS"

... I guess I had actually forgotten... there's a fucking huge difference between just being alone and being tired of being alone... and that weird feeling that, even if it's just been a couple of days/hours, a part of you is missing when you're not with her.

Sorry 'bout that.
Both are different feelings, both are somewhat painful, but both are true feelings.
I remember now...

I already miss you!!!

Blog's header

So apparently the pic was hosted on my old server, and I didn't transfer it, so it's lost since the original was on my HD that died last year...
meh...
If anyone wants to make me a new one feel free ^^;

My Blog's header dissapeared

So I used to have a nice header with Touhou chibis behind the title, but it's gone for some reasons, wtf....

WTF? HAPPINESSSS?!?!

While there's still place for improvement... my life right now is going so well. I'm happy.
Been such a long time since I could say this.
But right now...

• I love my Job, and I feel my work is appreciated.
• I have really good friends, on which I can count. Love my Bros, Love the Clique, and some other that don't have a special group name.
• Music sounds better than it used to for some reasons.
• Even my family seems to not have any major problem right now
• I'm madly in love.
• Got a weird but awesome relationship going on.

It feels really good right now, I hope it can stay like this for a while!

What is Love?

It's been a very long time since my last post about Love, it's meaning, it's purpose, it's effect.

I guess that the events of the last week are forcing me to think about it a lot.
My mother got remarried, even if I don't aprove of it, she seemed really happy, so it's ok.
And I fell in Love again.
But if you read my previous post, you may wonder what does that mean coming from me.

I haven't written here for a while, and during this time I've gained experience, and wisdom.
First I am not being held back by the past anymore, I am finally able to look at it and not give a fuck. So maybe that's why I am able to remember what that feeling is...

But even if I know I'm in love, it doesn't mean I can understand what love is.
But I think... it's not important to understand it... if you feel really good when with you're with someone, when you feel you can open yourself to that person, when you can spend a whole evening just staying in his/her arms, if you're relieved when you're together... If it's any good, why should you even try to seek past that point, asking yourself if it's love or not is probably just gonna screw you out of a chance to have some fun in your life, and to be happy, even if it doesn't last forever.